March 17, 2004

Long time...

Stockholm, Connecticut, New Orleans and a woman named Asante...

Friendships are strange-

long roads that run parallel for years, never converging until you least expect the curve to appear slanted under the waxy insistence of a strange hand

writing crude caresses
on windows
and walls covered with old smiles

Asante

it is good to have you back in my world
wild wonder woman
floating easy
on a Louisana breeze

you be talking all sunshine
like grits
and greens

wearing carefree and comfort in a car too big for even your ass

holding me
without questions

no answers either

only a blue halo
tripping

like I wanted to shroom in Malmo but I was too scared
and you
another Anna
so many Annas
but only one boat-ride from Copenhagen
and you were too straight for me

and my small mouth
being

caught in the zipper of your proposed experiment

kiss me
and I refused
hid

in your bedroom
and ached that this boy moved you more than I ever will

My best friend is moving
again
and she seeks a replacement for her body

inside her apartment is ready for a new flurry of fingers cooking in her pots
new laughter

A one-bedroom in Brooklyn

Bed-stuy

great to make love in in the summer

she leaves sooner than I am willing to admit
she leaves her dishes

her bed
her stool upon which I have rested my feet

if you want to live in this place when she leaves me

you should write to her-
call her maybe

347-254-0412

so we view the new changes. old faces

thank you Anna
half Africa/half Europe in her hair

thank you
for the long slant of quiet
in the midst of a storm in Stockholm

Ula
thank you for the lip balm
and for calling my room in a sterile hotel

Marcella- you
and Rita- send me the list so I can send you that package

and Kei- I love the woman you have become
I am ecited to see what the wind will do with you next season

and Anna-Maria- thank you for taking
such beautiful pictures of a girl slow shuffling into woman

for all the faces who showed up
at the man in the moon

Kisses
from New York
from my heart

from my flaws blooming into beautiful
under your forgiving gaze

Staceyann

what follows is a note from my best friend-

the details of her apartment are included!!
do what you are moved to do!!!

So, I am moving to work overseas until the end of the year and have no desire to give up my fabulous apartment (very artsy, stylish, huge apt., high ceilings, big windows, airy, hardwood floors - the entire parlour floor of a brownstone!)... so I am looking therefore to sublet the space.
Now, it'll have all my furniture, my tv, dvd player, vcr, stereo system, my artwork, etc. (alot of valuables and sentimentalities) so anyone I'll consider to sublet to, has to be a very special kind of person who will handle my stuff in a respectful way.
I'm basically leaving all my furniture, bedroom set, living room set, kitchen appliances, utensils, EVERYTHING except my clothes and computers, so it will be a hassle-free move for the person who gets this space.
I live in Bed Stuy, the neighborhood isn't the greatest (but it's safe), AND the apartment is truly off da hook! (Really!) I'm thinking $1,025 per month (first and last months' rent... perhaps a deposit, but that amount is negotiable) and the apt. is available from April 1.
The sub-tenant can assume my phone line (there is no long distance) as well as my dsl (only $29) per month. Cable (I have almost 100 channels including all the premiums) would be included in the rent!!!! Gas is also included but you would have to pay electricity. Oh! And for when summer rolls around, the apt. has a kicking a/c unit, so no need to worry... and for the rest of the cool months, the heat works wonderfully.

Very close to J, M and G subway lines and close to laundromat and supermarkets.

I can be reached at 347-254-0412.

Posted by staceyann at March 17, 2004 08:16 PM
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