December 07, 2004

Atlanta...

...then the tour

breaks
four weeks to travel

on my own
Germany and my sister
my niece

my mother
and Christmas

for the first time

my brother and I will break bread
on weinacht
in years

I want to see Italy in winter
maybe Paris

have not seen the louvre
in a long ass time

the alps and these windows and how they look
like fairy

tales of how life is beautiful
for those who are lucky enough

to be able to still see
stars
night and no lover to gaze at

so the heavens
are electric
alight with it's own might

I am insignificant
and beauty is when I forget
I exist

or hurt

wallpaper
for horizon

and faraway me
and two teenagers who look like each other
a bit like me

and my brother
Delano
I love you Black boy
mixed up
with salt and experience
and meine mutter's cheeks

bones
blood and muscle
we are beautiful

boy
we are bounty

bless
you say when we are done with the talk
of nostalgia

bless I respond
thank you for my niece

thank you for my brother
mama
and meine kleine schwester

mama
thank you for my mouth
and my hands flying rapid and radiant in performance

tis the season

to forget the leaving

to be grateful

for our survival
all these years without each other

mama

I am coming Mama
not quite home

but I am returning
to all you are

no regrets
tonight

only hope pulsing proud
of you and the dirt tracks you have carved
from rock

and the rhetoric of class
chiseled
granite inside this generation's chest

I had a massage today
and I loved the soft oil

sliding
civil down my naked ass
over my hips

my body is my own
tonight

I belong only to the slit of navy

backlit glass visions
from my hotel window

tonight
I am reading your interview
thinking I should have said so much more

(maya you made me stunning)
God
is dancing Coltrane
Alice and all I will leave as memory

tonight
I am happy

Jamaica waits for me
Europe
beckons

and Africa knows it is only a matter of time
before I visit again

Rushnie
and Samantha
and Chris

Lebo
Mackie
Kano

you are all laid
thick beneath my tongue

tonight
Atlanta was witness

and I was grateful
I was able to take the stand

in the spirit
of the nocturnal

celebrated

Staceyann

Click here to check out Maya's interview

Posted by staceyann at December 7, 2004 11:14 PM
Comments

Hi Staceyann,
I saw you last night! And, again, I was enraptured in the the velocity of your words, the fire in your guts, the veracity and the confidence and the pure punctuation of your style, of you...
I thoroughly enjoyed the entire performance and the degree of matured voices representing, articulating matured visions voiced on one big stage. You,of course, didn't miss a beat! You were (and are still)on time delivering truth and passion ever so poetically!
I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to speak with you again after the show, but my friend and I did purchase another one of your books. I'll have to get you to autograph it next time, okay?

Peace and good blessings go with you, always

Posted by: Aurora at December 8, 2004 06:45 PM

resonance and rhythm. wanted to share the memory of domed star speckled skies in der scwheiz alps in wienacht. i know what you speak of and africa beckons still. always did always will. but in the mountains i was ok. long walks and silence. quiet and trees, woods and a view of the lake. Accompanied always by music from the lands of my mother. where my mother was and is. i have left to return to my mother but the mountains and the lakes remain.

From someone who enjoys the way your words flow.
Go well.

Posted by: Kavura at December 19, 2004 12:12 PM