... in two days
aaarrrggghhh!!!
ok. So went Jamaica. and Jamaica. and Jamaica again. and that was my last trip to Jamaica until the show closes
arrrggghhh!!!
ok
the days have meandered
into the learning of lines
the pledging of a telling
a story
just begining
ends of things and how
they frighten me
still
they speak of wide open tales
brothers and nieces
and bodies coming to see me
strange
I have always gone to see you
wild
surprise girl with the two times
you have shown up
unexpected
and beautiful
night-time and summer and surprises
and you
and distance
the years have made you
more romantic
under the skin
at first glance you are praticum
erect in principle
but that is only skin
not so deep
I sniff you illogical see you
slip un-
noticed down the slight angle of need
and want
and desire
I desire you litanies
lists really
of things we plan to do
when we both breathe the same time
zone
zip past the same
postal code
perhaps
and suddenly the phone
sings you present here in my ear
talking blizzards and bounty
blue walls and wet waters and boats
and writers at sea
what a thing to be so honest
and open
for me and you this connection sleeps as door
between what we feel and how we intend to do
all that we wish for each other
I will love you
even if no one comes to see me prance
ants and hopping on a glass stage
rage and wrestle with love
and wanting more than I was given to me at birth
kiss me and I will tell
how good it was whispering
and inappropriate
catcalls and strips of things that used to be a calf
covered with a thing
dried and cut
into strips
and I am vague
because love sometimes makes quiet noises
when everything is loud
we are quiet
waves crashing hush
blush and molasses and midnight
snuggles that paint me
perfect
and you reflect my flaws as beautiful
winning and wonderful
you make me want to laugh with liquid in my mouth
lychee juice
and a show daring to be honest
like you
I like you/little spirit
sea and sun and me tanned
with the breath of you built into me
permanent
too many years have passed to paint me
leaving
I will always be here
in this place of trusting you with my softest fears
who cares if the world
tags me temporary
I am me
changing always
plucked from the window of things
prudent
Previews begin on the 3rd.
please come,
Staceyann
Posted by staceyann at June 1, 2005 06:57 PMHey,
got my ticket today for the show on the 1st (sorry so late) but I am looking forward and sending u much love in hopes that they do show up.
Stay strong,
Yihh
Posted by: Yihh at June 1, 2005 09:26 PMyour brilliant with words and meanings and everything ... i've fallen in love.
Posted by: empress at June 9, 2005 02:12 PMTrying to make it to your show...crossing my fingers.Good Luck!
Posted by: Justina at June 10, 2005 12:40 PM